A child cannot be like a poem My mother assures me of this.
A child cannot be like a poem My mother assures me of this. She says that you cannot throw a child away like a word in a poem Like "dark," admitting my grandmother did this to my mother. Grandma anticipateed at my newborn mother and wanted to place her back in the matrix where God forgives darkness. My mother: too dark for my barely brown Grandma, for Grandma's golden family who notion they were the chosen ones My mother: too dark to bring to church where the the community looked at Grandma and her dark baby and smiled to themselves. Vengeance be to God I inquiring surprise if Grandma saw all this the day my mother was born: Did she descry my mother at four, the dark patch athwart my mother's eye, the estimate gone to a butcher knife? Did Grandma diocese that my mother would shoot up up to hate her? Did Grandma view that my mother would vegetate up to be enamoured of her dark self? Did Grandma descry my mother headed for places beyond Putnam shire Georgia, beyond places where no the same but stuttering Willie Molton (the murderer of words) would want her? Did Grandma behold that it was a lie that only the fulvous will see the face of God? Honoree F Jeffer lives in Talladega, Alabama. COPYRIGHT 1997 African American Review COPYRIGHT 2004 Gale Group ...
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